Saturday, January 16, 2010

我, 怎么了?

你怎么啦?

这一句话,最近一直可以在我的身上找到
我不知道怎么忘了? 也很好奇为何大家为什么都那样问我..


很多朋友都对我说
我,不再是以前的欣豪了

以前的杨欣豪很叽喳,好玩,幼稚,天真,吵闹...
既得人欢心却又如此的讨人厌
这是以前个朋友们的印象

现在..
冷酷,忧郁,安静,压抑,没笑容的杨欣豪
是近来的留言...
独自上课下课放学补习, 一个人静静地几乎成了角落的尘埃
是我变了吗? 还是我骄傲了?
我不知道.. 偶尔我也会怀念以前的我
可以那么的年少轻狂, 不用烦恼种种的无所谓
无拘无束的刚大伙们一起闹,一起学习...

但..
如今我做不到了..
难道我发生了什么事情吗?
还是我做错了什么吗?
是不是这样? 还是那样子?
我不知道, 对于这个问题, 我不知如何回答...

我只知道..
身边的友情变质了... 交际少了小了
生活的压抑提升了... 笑容没了缺了
责任变了大了... 开朗减了掉了
还有很多很多... 我都不知该如何是好....


真的不可以再是小王子了吗?...
我真的变了吗?

''让我们回去从前好不好 天真愚蠢快乐美好~我不想 我不想 不想长大~''
~ SHE <<不想长大>>~

Friday, January 08, 2010

Way Back Into Love

Way Back Into Love By Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to share some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

i'd like this song...
it is nice to listen when alone at night..
gotta feeling like the love just right beside me...

everyone need love..
but what will happen is without love..
this song telling the story bout searching for a way back into love...
most of the time we do not realize that love are just behind us..
busy life made us forget to turn around back into love..
so this song tell us that when the moment u losing the direction..
please slow down the step and try to look around you..
there will be a love for you to continue your journey....
we cannot do all the thing though without love....


Tuesday, January 05, 2010

失落紧抱的夜晚.....

开学的第二天
没有了开学前的期待
所有的期待,瞬间凭空消失了
一切的热情,渐渐冷却了
出乎预料的快,还没来得及准备就陷入了冰牢
面对的,是一步步地被啃嚼,一步步走向失落
心情,低得就快要到达极限
明明不许流泪,为什么还是酸了,为何还留个不停

一切感觉陌生了,感觉被遗弃了
还发现失落已经是我的好朋友
但是我不要它...
情绪的失控,我不知如何是好
找不到一个可以掏心的
看来继续颓废好了寂寞好了.......

人家说快乐的一天,不快乐的一天
为何不选择前者...
我很想选择,但是选择了又能怎样?
还不是一样的低落.. 还不是一样的天灰

''....我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭...''
SHE <<天灰>>

今晚,失落紧抱的夜晚....